What I Dont Need!

I dont need all these followers to read my blogs,
Im just here to express my feelings,
I dont need everyones support when Im going through a situation,
I just want yours, because you bring me healing,
I dont need noone telling me what I should do,
I just want to make my own decisions,
I dont need drama coming back to me about some bullshit,
I thought we were family, what happened to the connection,
I dont need my positive state being deranged,
because you continue to be a child,
Ive been out of high school for 4 years now,
I dont need to be dealing with these lies, you foul,
I dont take heed to negativity,
Everyone knows Im pretty low key,
It takes a long time to get me upset,
but you said somethings that made me begin to heat,
Believe you better not touch the hem of their garments,
You dont talk about my family, point blank period,
I dont give a damn if you speak rudely of me,
I know who I am P.E.B.Y.L.E.S, but dont ever step to them, bitch im serious!
I can go on and on about what I dont need,
and what I can do, cause believe me it will and can be done,
But until you step to me like you 21 about it,
show ya face bitch, Im calling you out, dont run!!!!!

CANT YOU TAKE A HINT

I know Im not the only person who been through this situation...but how come it seems that every time I invite your ass over and you say you staying only for a while, you dont leave til 2 in the morning... I would think that you would take a hint, you came over at 9 and said your only gonna stay for a minute(my dumb ass done fell for it again), but then stay for 5 hours. I do little "get out my house" gestures like, checking my watch(even though I dont have one on) and making a loud sigh so I dont have to be a rude and say get the hell out(STRIKE 1), then I move on to saying, "damn what time is it, WOW! I didn't know it was that late, I need to get up for work in the morning". Yo ass still dont move (STRIKE 2)... Now if I have to excort myself out the room just to go in MY room to change into my pajamas, and you still dont take a hint (STRIKE MUTHERFUCKING 3)... So now I got to be a rude and negative heifer(like you say), just because your dumb ass cant take a hint, a clue, an observation... Black people, why do us few good citizens have to resort to becoming that rude ass bitch(which we all know we can be) just to get yo ass to do what we asked nicely 3 damn times... THE MORAL OF THE STORY IS.................................."People take your kindness for a weakness, only because they dont expect that top notch real bitch to come out" And if you cant relate to this inevitable situation, you the damn guest Im speaking of, so maybe you need to check yourself"THE END AND GOOD NIGHT :)

Loves Necklace

I fell for you the instant we met, chemistry was all around,
my Au plus my Ag, made silver and gold, from then on we both knew our jewel had finally been found,
It was beautiful at the beginning, like a freshly polished necklace,
everything was shining, flashy, screaming "I love you", but just like a necklace if not polished tarnishment becomes a face,
That necklace that once was his everyday prized possession, thank the Lord for this beautiful gift,
became something he wore on a occasion, just a reminder to everyone that ey! that gift still exists,
But what about the necklace, holding all the inner pain of negligence, lies, and broken promises,
saying you love it, but wearing it only sometimes, speaking out words of undignified stories... LIES!
Creates a scornful look, a look of "tarnishment" on the necklace, becoming ugly, cold, stiff, and bitter,
what was once Au now looks Ag, silver,
"Our jewel" becomes your jewel, that beautiful gift of gold, is no more,
until one day he decides to wear the necklace that he forgot unworn,
does a little polish, untangle it from the drawer,
But in his hands it BREAKS, that beautiful gift the Lord had sent will never again be found,
maybe if he had kept his Au from becoming Ag, tarnished, his gift would still be around!

Contemplations

Im sitting here just got finish reading my bro Dizs "High School Sweetheart" note and decided to write something of my own. Reading his note really made me realize how simple I am compared to others. If you take offense to this note then... I dunno wat to tell you, but Im not judging you at all, its just Im not you! Im saying this because, first Christmas is coming around and everyone is being asked or is asking what gifts are wanted for Christmas. Everytime someone asks me what I want I say nothing, because number one Christmas is not about gifts and number two I feel as though its better to give than to recieve. If you give me a gift Id really appreciate it and will love it because you took the time out to get one for me, but if you dont then Im still happy, because you remain to be an important part and person in my life. I appreciate everything everyone has done for me, young and old, and I feel as though Christmas should represent the birth of our savior and also the love for family and friends!

The lil things in life that makes a person happy.... Who would rather go walking and talking with someone than to go to the movies and sit quiet in the theater...Who would rather have a bootleg picnic with homemade bologna sandwiches purple bag doritos and capri-suns rather than go to Atlantic Station to eat... Who loves big ears and loud laughs, that makes your heart glow!... Who'd rather sit on the phone and talk for hours than text for minutes.... Who would rather write love notes back and forth with the person sitting across from you... Who would rather sing songs together than to listen to the radio, even if the person is tone deaf(lol)... Who would be that someone to be the last person you talk to, last person you see, the last person voice you hear before going to sleep.... Who would rather wear her males oversize shirt to sleep, just so you can feel close to him rather than lingerie... Im very simple and the little things in life makes me happy all of these are wat I love and I put them in a question just to see if Im the only one out there that thinks like this. If so... then thats fine I dont mind being unique... If not... then thats fine too, Im still a N3W BR33D and apparently your something like that too!

Last thing that I want to address while Im thinking out loud! One thing that happened to me that presented a whole new meaning to the holidays, was on Thanksgiving. This was the first time that my family ever did the "What are you thankful for?" circle and Diz and Ken were included in the circle. Diz said something that touched my heart, it was something so simple and small as a thank you, but it hit my heart like an arrow! I just became apart of Tripple Krowns life, maybe 6 months now, but those guys are my family... I love them to death! Anyone who tries anything to hurt, misguide, manipulate, etc.. do anything that has a certain vulgarity behind it will be put to sleep! lol.. but seriously! Im behind them, I support them stronger than suspenders on an old white man with a pot belly in his pants! You will see me at every show, you will hear me on songs "STADIUM STATUS" baby, you will see me in videos and in pictures! Dont be the one that says Im behind TKM but dont show nothing that displays support, but be expecting to get on when they hit the floor running, because they will be rotating planets and moving galaxies... the earths already rotating off its axis as we speak! I dont want nothing from TKM but for them to get everything that Ive seen them work so hard for and more! I love my family!

Heavy is the Krown

They walk around with there heads held high, no slouching ever because they looking to the sky,

Wearing a crown of elegance, stature,and power, you cant tell me that my fam wont take over and devour,

Any rapper, any critic, any hater that tries, to compete, to critique, to hate so loudly with lies,

Speaking vulgarities, saying that my niggas aint shit, cant rap, wont make it? Nigga slit ya wrist!

From Comfort 1 all the way to NBC, who else has a mixtape where you love every track on the CD?

Take ya time Ill wait, but dont take up my time, my fam in the studio as we speak, believe they grind,

Who else can spit a hot line saying they Mr. Get it Get it Get it, aint no contradictions about his statement because my nigga really get it,

Tell me who can have hair like a shark fin fuck these mohawk bitches, Mr. My flow is authentic too nigga peep the stitching,

Who else can ask me are geeks as cool as us but be Mr. I spit it to you beginners a monster, you other rappers bore me, go purify yourselves in the waters of Lake Manitonka, man we roll with deep, hopping out of trucks as big as Tonka,

My nigga got that new new crown, but dont try my fam, this Mr. Went turkey, but he still go ham,

We cover every genre, you thought I was done, Naw, got my bro who can rap, but sings like a God,

Mr. However you want it, standing in front, riding on top... Mr. Push! Understand my fam crazy with it, dont be a stupid duck and woddle by and overlook,

They starting a trend... yeah a trend! lol believe they making moves,

Aligning the planets, putting galaxies in rotation, having other beings wanna get in the groove,

My fam is official with it, If you havent noticed yet, Im talking about Tripple Krown,3's in the air for TKM, and for me it means a tripple threat is around,

Unlike everyone else, my fam is of royalty and whatever they want to do they can acheive,now with that said go ahead and scroll down below and download they new mixtape CD!

Tripple Krown Muziik "The Nightmare Before Christmas" http://www.zshare.net/download/531001488355e6a9/

Why Are You Called "Fat Gurl"?

Alot of people might read this blog and think its hilarious, but aint shit funny about food! lol Food is the most wonderful thing ever. If you know me, you knew when you first met me that I loved food, because I simply told you, "Food is my first love"! Duh!! Even my family loves food as some may have noticed coming over for holidays and getting forced to eat a second plate! lol But my family is not like me, because I EAT!!!! I wake up in the mornings and have to work out religiously because I eat alot! I dont work out because its a healthy thing to do and to stay fit, even though thats a perk, but I work out so I can continue to be able to eat as much as I do... Sad huh? Dont judge me.... you know you have issues!! lol I will try anything at least once and if I like it, then Ill try it three or four times. My favorite dish is lasagna.... oh how I love thee! lol... but even though I eat alot, majority of the times I try to eat healthy so... dont think your on the same page as me! lol.... With that said my favorite fast food is Zaxbys... OH MY LAMB, I GO HAM!!!! ON SOME ZAXBY'S! Its funny how people say they gone get a salad to be healthy, but get the buffalo blue salad, that has hot sauce and then they drinch there salad with blue cheese... then still think they're taking a healthy route! I dont even put that in my conscience to lie to myself! lol... I know its not as healthy as a ceasar salad, but damn!!! I like what I like!! lol... my mom cooks the best turkey burger of life!!! Just thought yall should know and be jealous for a second! ha! But I love to eat, Im writing this because someone made me realize how fat I was yesterday, because I ate a BK Whopper, then had a BK Tendercrisp, then had Waffle House!!!! OMG!!! Alot of people sleep on Waffle House, screw IHOP!!! Go to Waffle House and get a grilled chicken dinner and see how your life's going to change!!! By the way thats healthy... grilled chicken and a salad, even tho I substitute the salad for hashbrowns(smothered, covered, diced, and peppered), but who asked me anyway right? lol.... The other day my brother said I was losing too much weight and I needed to stop running....I smiled and laughed from a real healthy place(my stomach) and proceeded to the kitchen to eat some ribs... i normally dont ever eat pork... but damn it Bigelows have some good ass ribs!!! But I smiled because I knew I could keep eating and still keep my shape alot of people say its gone catch up with me!! No its not because I dont have a fast metabolism at all.... I work out!!! Diets dont work they said and showed that with statistics.... Im so happy that they did, because if I ever had to get on one,everyone would be catching feelings because I would be one rude goon!!! lol or maybe not, im pretty lowkey!!! :) Well this is my blog for today, random to some, but its about food, so its a GREAT blog to me!!! lmao!!!! So... WHY ARE U CALLED "FAT GURL".... does that answer your question? Thanks Fat Man for the name... it fits perfectly! :D